My SoN!!

Just yesterday my son commented " I am scared, I am so scared that I want to run out from this house."

 

That sentence broke my heart. Isn't this house supposed to be his refuge??? Isn't this house supposed to be the house that he finds peace and love? Why did he have to pass this remark? Am I really such a bad mother that caused my own son wanting to run away from me? I am really hurt.

 

By the way, my son is only 4 years old this year. He does not understand that discipline still have to be done and he thinks that we don't love him. He has a very strong pride....Haiz

I really need to put into practice what I had learnt. It is just how to managed a strong willed child is difficult especially when they are growing up. As compared with other children whom I had handle so far in my education line, he is really nothing "bad". But I guess the saying of handling own child is always different from managing other children. I really need to take a step back and spend more time with him in doing an activity together, activities which he and I can enjoy.

Isaiah, if you are reading this in future. Mama just want you to know that I love you very much. YOu meant the most to me!!! Nothing could have replaced you and I totally thank God for giving me you in my life!!!! I will do anything just to protect you from harm and never intend to be the one to cause harm to you in anyway. I love our relationship and hope to continue the strong bonding between you and me! I LOVE you my SON!

Grandma & Grandson

Recently son went for a zoo trip with his childcare centre and Popo came along. My initial idea was to get Papa to come along with us so that we may stay behind after the childcare children had left. However, Papa had to go for a full day course so Popo got to join us instead.

 

 

I rented a scooter for Popo to move around the zoo with us and I rented a stroller for Isaiah, but it ended up that Isaiah wanted to zoom around with her and refused to use the stroller. I would have rented a second scooter if I had known that Isaiah refused to nap. Haiz... I ended up walking around the whole zoo on foot. I was dead tired when I reached home.

 

We actually saw much more animals when we moved around on our own. We were able to read and observe the animals more as compare to the excursions.

 

I like to see them talking to one another and sharing their experience. The moment was priceless.

 

 

It was not easy to bring a senior citzen and a child around the zoo but it was made easy and possible with the rental of the scooter. My role ended up as a facilitator to them both as well. I need to make sure they are well fed, well rested, enjoyed what they saw and well educated about the animals. At the end of the day, I am pleased and enjoyed their reponse and their interaction while they spent their day there.



Today's Lunch

These are what I had for today's lunch at "Old Hong Kong @ Serangoon Gardens".

 

 

Appetiser...

Rose tea to make us 美美

Stir Fried Prawns with Snow Peas and Celery with XO sauce

Deep Fried Dim Sum ( This is the only thing I didn't eat due to my upset tummy. Too oily)

 

 

Poached Spinach in Superior Broth

Double Boiled Soup with 茶树菇

Glutinous Rice with Lap Cheong

Braised Duck Tongues with Tofu

 

 

 

Of course my lunch with my colleagues are not so sumptous everyday....this is only one of the day!!!....hahahahah

 

 

 



Reasons

One of the reason why I start my blog again is very much to capture the happenings in my life as well as a place for me to express my emotions.

When I was younger, how I managed negative thoughts or feedbacks was to write it all down on a piece of paper and crushed it away to represent that it is not longer an issue for me. It really helps as I have no siblings to share my woes with. I am just a person who needs to pen down my thoughts before it gets too cluttered in my brain and I will start to get super stress.

I am hoping to use this blog as an avenue to also release my stress. Happy = pen it down. Sad= pen it down. Anxiety = pen it down. Hurt = pen it down.

And friends who read my blog, you are welcome to leave comments for me. However, do not be too judgemental on what I have to say as this is about me and how I feel about certain issues.

Of course, there is my dear Lord to turn to but I would still like to express it here. So here I am again! Hahahahaha!!!!!

Tonight's Dinner (18 August 2012)

Simply loved tonight's dinner with Lili & Charles. We went to have dinner at the Pasir Panjang Food Centre and these are what we had!



Char Kway Teow with lots of vegetables

  

BBQ Chicken Wings

Gong Gong with fried Chye por

Seafood Hor Fun

Salted Fish Fried Rice

Sambal See Hum

It's simply indulgence once in a while...hahahahah