Just yesterday my son commented " I am scared, I am so scared that I want to run out from this house."
That sentence broke my heart. Isn't this house supposed to be his refuge??? Isn't this house supposed to be the house that he finds peace and love? Why did he have to pass this remark? Am I really such a bad mother that caused my own son wanting to run away from me? I am really hurt.
By the way, my son is only 4 years old this year. He does not understand that discipline still have to be done and he thinks that we don't love him. He has a very strong pride....Haiz
I really need to put into practice what I had learnt. It is just how to managed a strong willed child is difficult especially when they are growing up. As compared with other children whom I had handle so far in my education line, he is really nothing "bad". But I guess the saying of handling own child is always different from managing other children. I really need to take a step back and spend more time with him in doing an activity together, activities which he and I can enjoy.
Isaiah, if you are reading this in future. Mama just want you to know that I love you very much. YOu meant the most to me!!! Nothing could have replaced you and I totally thank God for giving me you in my life!!!! I will do anything just to protect you from harm and never intend to be the one to cause harm to you in anyway. I love our relationship and hope to continue the strong bonding between you and me! I LOVE you my SON!
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